Well...last night i had a chance to think about it, and I'm alright now. I know that whatever happens is left entirely up to God, and if it's his will that i see her, then wonderful...ill be overjoyed and ill be the happiest guy on earth at last. If it isnt...ill be crushed of course, but at least I'll know in my heart that the person she chose for life would make her happy, and that's been my goal ever since she came into life...to love her more than my own life and to make her happy and make sure she has the very best. Until that day comes...I'm going to do what i always have. I'm going to love her with all my heart, and everything I am is hers.I'm staying here...waiting for her. I love you Bri, and I'll wait here until you come back for me. Whatever happens...my love for her will never change. I'll always love her. Yes, I'm alright now, because whatever comes my way...i know i can handle it. I know ill make it through...and I'm confident that Bri and I will make it too. I'm waiting for you sweetie...come back for me soon. I love you <3