Well...its finally summer, and im already bored. My girlfriend is gone on a long trip, and Im stuck at home. My dirtbike is always fun to ride, but im gettin a little tired of always going by myself...its more fun when there's someone with you ya know? Anyways...i hope all of yall are doin great, and having a great summer. Ill see yall whenever. I miss everyone...lol...we've had some good times...
Well...i had my first ever wreck today...i got knocked into a truck by some idiot flyin down an onramp that pushed my into the truck on the interstate comin back home...and now my car has a pretty noticeable scratch on it. I luckily, came out pretty fine, except for being scared to death...and screaming random curse words before and after i hit...fortunately...my mom forgave me for that...and the guy i hit wasnt worried about the damage, since he only recieved a minor scratch...i was really scared he would be mad or somethin...but he wasnt. I can truly say that i was blessed tonight....thank God i didnt have to go to court! Im so glad...im still a bit shaken up by it all though...
This has been my weirdest weekend ever...i went from being sad beyond reasoning, to an unusual feeling of confidence...and a few smiles...maybe things are finally working out...
Have you ever just had someone that you thought was really your friend, or they really loved you?...and then one day they just....they just say something that not only hurts your faith and trust in them, but it also leaves you in a state of disbelief...wondering how such a thing could possibly have happened? Yeah...we've all had those moments at least once in our lives....they say its the bad times that lead to the good ones, but how often has that saying been proven wrong? Well....im not sayin it always happens to me...im a pretty fortunate individual...but here recently...i havent been. Ive been befriended and then betrayed...which of course...hurled me into the disbelief part of the whole thing. It also amazes me how fast things go from being sunshine and carefree, to being a huge storm that seems to appear out of nowhere...thats what happened today, except to keep it from becoming more of a problem...it would be best if it were not public. Oh, and one last thing...to anyone out there who has never been down this path before...hang on for your life, cuz it always gets worse before it gets better...c yall.